As far as I know, tick tock tick tock, time don't wait and so don't waste them. It's fair enough to past 2009? Incredibly fast, you find it hard to breathe through when time rushed by 2008 like a wave overwhelming the calm sea. I am soon 19. I felt like a small kid at times. I still need to grow. I still need learn to live life by itself.

With the loverboy, we walked through 2008, ups and downs. I cannot believe we managed to crawl these paths, not believing that despite all the downs, I can still adore him. It's rather weird every each time I sees this relationship, it's of the worst but the couple hangs there. Like a potrait you can start imaging, a couple holding hands with turned head to the left and right respectively.

And so I decided to make changes as much as I could and I would. I want the couple to hold their hands, her head on his shoulder.

I knew something stuck in my head stopping me back then, it's time to face that he's the top of everything. I was running away from this fact. I have ever been so unfair to a person and that'd be him.

"Baby thanks for being by my side throughout the year! I forgot to add this to u on new year eve." "Lols. You'd forgotten. That's it. Haha. That goes to you too. Thanks for being there for me ALWAYS."