5th day of 2oo9,
I am sitting by the edge of the table, awaiting break to be over, back to basis...I'm in class. Good thing it's MIS early this morning. It had past so many days and now the 5th. Besides myself, I have decided to (like always) sparing thoughts for others, this time my new family member- Baby Jane, I would state here Baby J.
My truly dote on baby girl in the house, miles away from home to study without her mom's company. I wonder numerous times how she felt when last night tears finally fall upon her cheeks. Mine rolled with hers along. The scene she hides behind the door, still would afraid of his elder brother who might scold her for crying, she was vulnerable, she will be still. To comfort her, it takes a bit of time, she was so much sensible as a kid like a her. She is sparing thoughts for people care less of her own.
Just exactly what I told her, "You is strongest little girl I have come across in my life", and she will be.
Set aside the sad erstwhile story about Baby J! She has been doing well so far, or maybe it's too early to see to it, but her uniform for school is so kawaii I wish I was her. Such random stuff, should just post up pictures. Come what may, she could be one lucky fella.
2oo9, could be a great year or not, a friend decided to drift apart, the boyfriend stays, and now an addition family member. I learned in 2008 to take things easy and back at one, I'm siting under the lamp post, knees under the chin on the bench, people running past the track, a few familiar faces, I'm left alone to set thoughts in mind, again.
Come what may, I could be a lucky fella.
I have been weak a number of times in a day, yesterday, today...I tried talking to her to make myself better but she had chosen to drift apart, her response, her tone, that probably set me apart for a while but the next thing you know, I have to face the fact- she doesn't like me a friend, i'm not worth staying for or what so ever, I'm not worth. Now, besides my precious Little J, I have Baby J, I have to be even stronger, I am playing the role, a part as a elder sister to two, mind mind. Oh not to forget the mention, whenever Little J said she missed me, and whenever Baby J sees me in high spirits, it just felt heart-warming. I like the feeling that is
Enough says, this year, there's no resolution. Well well, isn't resolution what you call expectations? I will live a day by itself! Anyway, can you imagine how havoc my family can get with 5 kids in it?
Now, I am missing my family badly, that include the someone special who's by my side throughout the year!
I am sitting by the edge of the table, awaiting break to be over, back to basis...I'm in class. Good thing it's MIS early this morning. It had past so many days and now the 5th. Besides myself, I have decided to (like always) sparing thoughts for others, this time my new family member- Baby Jane, I would state here Baby J.
My truly dote on baby girl in the house, miles away from home to study without her mom's company. I wonder numerous times how she felt when last night tears finally fall upon her cheeks. Mine rolled with hers along. The scene she hides behind the door, still would afraid of his elder brother who might scold her for crying, she was vulnerable, she will be still. To comfort her, it takes a bit of time, she was so much sensible as a kid like a her. She is sparing thoughts for people care less of her own.
Just exactly what I told her, "You is strongest little girl I have come across in my life", and she will be.
Set aside the sad erstwhile story about Baby J! She has been doing well so far, or maybe it's too early to see to it, but her uniform for school is so kawaii I wish I was her. Such random stuff, should just post up pictures. Come what may, she could be one lucky fella.
2oo9, could be a great year or not, a friend decided to drift apart, the boyfriend stays, and now an addition family member. I learned in 2008 to take things easy and back at one, I'm siting under the lamp post, knees under the chin on the bench, people running past the track, a few familiar faces, I'm left alone to set thoughts in mind, again.
Come what may, I could be a lucky fella.
I have been weak a number of times in a day, yesterday, today...I tried talking to her to make myself better but she had chosen to drift apart, her response, her tone, that probably set me apart for a while but the next thing you know, I have to face the fact- she doesn't like me a friend, i'm not worth staying for or what so ever, I'm not worth. Now, besides my precious Little J, I have Baby J, I have to be even stronger, I am playing the role, a part as a elder sister to two, mind mind. Oh not to forget the mention, whenever Little J said she missed me, and whenever Baby J sees me in high spirits, it just felt heart-warming. I like the feeling that is
Enough says, this year, there's no resolution. Well well, isn't resolution what you call expectations? I will live a day by itself! Anyway, can you imagine how havoc my family can get with 5 kids in it?
Now, I am missing my family badly, that include the someone special who's by my side throughout the year!
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